Grace Under Fire

March 6, Day 6, 

Is it possible to be grateful for a major personal test in your life?

This question came up during a conversation with a friend of mine. How can you be grateful when the world around you is blowing up? I'm not sure I have the answer but I'll tell you now, the times I have tried to put that into practice has been mind-altering. 

When there is reason to be angry at the world, or person, there is no better feeling than to follow through with that anger. 

The few times I went against those feelings did, actually, result in a more positive outcome but I tell you now, it took a force of will. 

It wasn't until having this discussion that I realized I was grateful for the fast on Day 3. Right after the sunset I was able to enjoy a cup of water and I had gratitude at being able to drink it, but deeper inside, I was thankful for the test to push myself to do better, 

It's an odd juxtaposition. 

It's an equally challenging proposition when the tests get serious. My test of the fast is a small one and I salute those who are able to have that grace under fire during tough times. 

The one thing I can say for sure is support from friends or family is essential to making it through to the other side and can been a true boost for the spirit.

(I should note that there is also something to be said for stress release; smashing a broken printer to bits does feel pretty good.) 

Enjoyed a fantastic day at the Citadel Theatre in Edmonton with some friends. If I had more time I would have enjoyed taking pictures there all day. A beautiful location. 

The opinions and views expressed in this blog are mine only and do not necessarily reflect the opinions of any institution of the Baha’i Faith. I recommend you go right to the source. A good resource is this Baha'i Teachings website.